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Saturday, May 19, 2007

7:58 PM

hello people..
thanks for being here to make my world not so lonely.. i realized that everyone makes a difference no matter who.. even if i dunno tat person, he/she still makes a difference in this world.. but the sad truth is tat i've made a mistake n i believe i will have to pay a price for tat...
whatever it is, its not the end of the world right? to those who are reading now, my message to u is that u have to be decisive n prevent yourself from doing something wrong.. it's ur split-second decision that would make a huge difference in your life... for example, in a split second, u decided to get involved in drugs, u'll be hooked for life.. ur life will be ruined.. u have to think about the consequences... REALLY!! think about it.. so people, think before u do anything.. it makes a difference.. take care of urself.. there's alwaes somebody in this world that loves YOU! u dun have to love them the wae they love u.. but u should appreciate them..

to my frens, i love u all... study hard, work hard.. do well in life aite?

to my family, i love u all most.. im sorry.. i've made a mistake n soon, i cant be by ur side anymore.. sorry, i caused a lot of trouble.. i've been a bad son, brother and a grandson.. i'll change..

to my teachers, thank u for being there to guide my in my life.. without u teachers, i'll still be a baby, not knowing a single thing, not understanding the existence and the aims in this world.. thanks for being the arrow on the road..

to my lover, June, thanks for the sweet memories we have together.. i appreciate u being by my side... i do love u alot.. u've made a big difference in my life.. now, with u by my side, i feel that i have aims in my life.. i've become a softer person because i wouldnt dare to scold u fearing that u will get emotionally hurt.. i'm sorry if i suddenly disappear from ur life.. i jus want u to be strong dear.. jus move on... u have to prepare for the worst.. at least, it would hurt that much if u're prepared.. jus learn from the experience n move on... but no matter, i love u alwaes.. u'll alwaes be in my mind..

to all of u people out there, live life doing the right things!
I'M SORRY..

know what? dude'

Saturday, April 21, 2007

10:13 PM

hmm..
im jus too afraid to ask..
afraid you might tink im invading..
i jus wanna let you be happy...

im left in a daze...

dazed!
-mj*

know what? dude'

Saturday, April 14, 2007

9:43 PM

hmm.. as i read my blogs in the past..
it seems tat i alwaes blame her..
i totally feel bad.. i wish i cud take all tat words back..
can i? she wans us to be happy...
i too wan us to be happy...
but how to...
now, i will try to undastan her more...
MUST undastan her...
means, if she duwan, its a final decision...
if she wans but she didnt sae, den too bad for both of us lah...
wat to do... she's a gerl, shy.. den dunno lah...
i hope she wud open up to me more...

know what? dude'

Saturday, March 31, 2007

11:42 PM

hmm.. hey...
im bored...
no one to talk to...
my mums abit drunk...
haix...
she?
she said she went to accompany her fren..
her fren sad...
tats why..
hmm...
even if she lied, i wudnt noe...
i had to jus biliv...
haix...
wat to do...
hmm...
miss her badly...
its not tat i dun biliv her...
i jus duno lah..i hope she's safe now...

>ucked up life was here...
..and still here...

know what? dude'

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

11:03 PM

shag man todae...
hais...
maybe im tinking too much...
but no worries...
dear, sorie i like shit lah...
honestly, i getting more & more
FUCKED UP nowadays...
dunno lah...
as long doesnt affect u can alrdy lah..
haiz....

>ucked up life was here...
& still here...

know what? dude'

Sunday, March 18, 2007

6:46 PM

hhmmm...
todae, went to semb park..
feeling abit better..
still pain here and ther but okae lor..

to my dear gf,
i love u...
cant say vocally...
maybe coz u not convinced...
watever it is, i do love u lor...
hmm... thanks for caring...
really appreciate it...
hmm... soon, i'll be going back
hostel lerr...
so, will miss talking to u at nite...
now also missing u loads leh...
from wednesday never see u...
hope to kiss u on ur lips...

to pam..
dun shads lah...
haiyo...
must cheer up u noe...
he will still be there...
but if u turn him down,
he will also sad mah...
so must cheer up...

tata...
got to go lerr...
hostel, here i come...
haish...

know what? dude'

Saturday, March 17, 2007

10:41 PM

shads todae... she forgot me todae...

moo-moo

know what? dude'